sometimes you just know but you don't know how to admit that you know
so you just keep going through the motions knowing what you know
but unable to stop pretending that what you imagined and what you wanted
was never actually realistic or possible but you held on to this idea
because letting go meant falling
and falling was going to be too painful
but then one day
you realize that you really do know
that you have to let go
so you struggle
but finally
you let go
and that's when you wish for wings
~Lia 5/8/2016
(simple words written before i turn out the lights)
so you just keep going through the motions knowing what you know
but unable to stop pretending that what you imagined and what you wanted
was never actually realistic or possible but you held on to this idea
because letting go meant falling
and falling was going to be too painful
but then one day
you realize that you really do know
that you have to let go
so you struggle
but finally
you let go
and that's when you wish for wings
~Lia 5/8/2016
(simple words written before i turn out the lights)