Desperado, do you know how much you have hurt me? I never asked for anything from you, except your thoughts, your words. I only ever wanted the best for you, for you to find love, and to be happy.
I knew it would not be with me, though I sometimes dreamt it could be. But we walk in different worlds and all we could ever share were words. I felt your heart through your words and I know you felt mine.
But now, you hold back your words and now I know I don't matter to you and probably never did.
Seven years wasted.
It's a bitter pill to swallow.
(Simple words on a Sunday morning as I ponder the silence)
4/28/2019
I knew it would not be with me, though I sometimes dreamt it could be. But we walk in different worlds and all we could ever share were words. I felt your heart through your words and I know you felt mine.
But now, you hold back your words and now I know I don't matter to you and probably never did.
Seven years wasted.
It's a bitter pill to swallow.
(Simple words on a Sunday morning as I ponder the silence)
4/28/2019
