like a golf ball

There is love inside, but it is all wrapped up like the inside of a golf ball.  Have you ever tried to tear one of those babies apart and get to the core??  It's not an easy task. I know. I've tried it.  If you even get past that hard outer shell, there are those rubber thread thingies that are wrapped around what is inside and it takes a lot of work to cut through all of that crap, so most people just give up. That's what it feels like, an inner core of love bound so tightly with a hard outer shell and try as I may, I can't break through and allow the love to flow anymore.  I can feel it there though. Maybe one day it will explode...

Till then, I remain indifferent.


(Simple words when my mind began to ponder why I am dead)

10/20/2018